Kristin Cavallari’s co-parenting with Jay Cutler has been “so up and down.”
The reality star claimed on the “Dumb Blonde” podcast Monday that her ex-husband has brought “zero f–king consistency” to their dynamic.
“[It’s] really hard. It has not been easy to say the least,” she admitted before describing a single positive moment in their “bumpy road” so far.
“We sat together at a basketball game earlier in the year, and I was like, ‘Holy f–k, this is the best thing that’s ever happened. Jesus Christ, we made it. We can sit next to each other,’” Cavallari recalled. “And we haven’t sat together since, so I don’t f–king know. What the f–k?”
The “Hills” alum, 37, predicted that she and the retired athlete, 41, won’t spend holidays together with their three kids in the future.
She acknowledged that not having a “family unit” during Christmas “bums [her] out sometimes” — despite not wanting Cutler back.
Cavallari explained, “Coming from divorced parents, the last thing I ever wanted was a divorce. I won’t lie to you. That still will creep up once in a while. … It just sucks that we’re not together as a family.”
The “Let’s Be Honest” podcast host welcomed Camden, 12, Jaxon, 10, and Saylor, 9, with Cutler during their marriage from 2013 to 2020.
Since the former couple went on a “couple dates” before finally ending their “trauma bond,” the ex-NFL player has moved on with fiancée Samantha Robertson.
Cavallari, for her part, has been romantically linked to country singer Morgan Wallen, TikTok star Mark Estes and more celebs.
While the Uncommon James founder wanted to be “really careful” talking about her ex because they share children — and even “made a vow that [she] was done talking about him” — she addressed their breakup in Monday’s episode.
“I don’t regret a damn thing,” she said of their “toxic” romance. “There is so much good that came out of our relationship.”
Cavallari went on to say that she was “repeating a pattern with [her] dad” when she began dating Cutler.
“That’s what you do. I ended up marrying my dad,” she said, minutes after calling her father a “narcissist” with whom she cut ties last year.
Elsewhere in the episode, Cavallari called Cutler a “pathological liar” while addressing past rumors he had an affair with her friend and their “Very Cavallari” co-star Kelly Henderson.
“I really don’t think anything happened,” she said before clarifying, “F–k, I don’t know to be honest with you. Do I know for sure? No.”
The “Laguna Beach” alum continued, “Jay used to trash her which I now sort of think if a guy is trashing a girl, there is probably something going on. When you’re dealing with a pathological liar, it’s hard to know what the f–king truth is.
“There are things from my marriage that I will never know, and I’ve just sort of had to let that go,” she added. “I’m over it now.”
After claiming she “never did [get an apology] and never will,” Cavallari explained that she “can have empathy and forgive” without having Cutler in her life.
“People who are lying to you or are cheating, that’s because they’re hurt,” she said. “That’s about them. That has nothing to do with me.”
Reps for Cutler have yet to respond to Page Six’s request for comment.