Hoda Kotb admits she is a bit fearful of what’s next for her after quitting the “Today” show.
“Yeah, it’s scary. It’s terrifying. It’s all those things, but it’s also exactly right,” the news anchor, 60, said on “Today with Hoda & Jenna” Friday.
Kotb explained that 75 percent of herself has “emotionally” moved on but the other part of her is still reconciling with her decision because she is still at NBC and hasn’t completely started her next chapter.
However, the longtime “Today” show host — who worked on the morning news program for 26 years — said she has decided to “fall in love” with the idea of a new beginning.
“Whenever I made a leap, a move, a jump — it was, like, I’m falling in love,” she explained. “When I moved to this town, I’m falling in love. I’m going to fall in love with a place, a restaurant, a friend, I’m going to meet a boyfriend.”
Kotb likened her fresh start to “re-potting” a plant, in which you’re “pulled up by your very roots, your foundation, everything that grounds you and your roots are in the air.”
She’s even wondered where she’s “going to land” before realizing “so much of life is decision-making.”
Kotb concluded, “When you love something, it’s hard to say goodbye to it because it doesn’t make sense, but there was something to me about recognizing a peak and saying in that peak, like, ‘I do not feel that there is an opportunity that would make this any better than it is today.’
“Once that feeling hits you, it’s like this is it. I don’t want to spend the rest of my days trying to recreate the top of the mountain. It was glorious. It was unforgettable.”
Kotb shared in another part of the show Friday her plans to work in wellness as part of her next chapter.
“I want to work in that space. I want to start things. I’ve got things that are percolating inside … but I want you guys to come along on the ride with me because let’s all get better! Why not?,” the host said.
In September, Kotb teared up explaining why she made the “hard” decision to leave her full-time TV gig.
“I just turned 60 and it was such a monumental moment for me when I turned 60 years old because I started thinking about that decade. Like, ‘What does that decade mean? What does it hold? What it’s gonna have for me?’” the renowned journalist said during the live broadcast.
An insider added to Page Six at the time, “It’s heartbreaking for everyone, but Hoda wants to be able to walk her kids to school.”
The source added at the time that NBC execs were still trying to work out how to include Kotb in some of their future projects in “some capacity,” whether with special interviews or her “Today”-adjacent podcast.
However, additional insiders also told Page Six last month that Kotb’s decision was not rash and she had been “contemplating it for a really long time.”
Still, one source pointed out, “People were shocked. It’s still very shocking.”